Once you see yourself as fat, you never see anything else- even if everyone else says you aren’t it doesn’t matter to you because the only thing that is relevant is that black hole in your head that sucks out your soul and infects your mind. The black hole says you’re fat and you have no room in your head to fight these thoughts because the black hole won’t stop screaming at you.
(via disappearing-soul)
I’ve got 68 fucking days to lose all my flab
its impossible
what
do
I
fucking
do
I’m not doing it the easy way nooooooooo not again
but its so fucking tempting rgnwvkelcdw;scvrt
feels like a really strong man has punched me extremely hard straight in the chest and now there’s a massive hole and there has been for a year and a half.
fucking ouch
how do I make it close up
it was a year and a half ago
WHY CAN’T I FUCKING GET OVER IT
I hate myself with such a huge fucking passion
